DR ZUFFY ZAFIRAH

hey u guys. surprise surprise! i might quitting Dentistry IF im failing, and i have to repeat year. i dont want to repeat the same thing as i dont really can fully assure that i can perform well after i repeated the same course. therefore i decided to make a precaution by changing course. my mom thought that i would have get back to Dietetics. i dont think so. i want Arts. i want Arts & Design. i always love arts. but im afraid that i'll be oversocial with the people around. u know.., how's art students' life are.... but this isnt confirmed yet. i still want to continue on becoming a dentist. i really do hope that i'll pass. InsyaAllah. im really worried. really. do pray for me! =) oh yeah. latest news. THE BANDUNG TRIP IS OFF!!!!!!!!!!! =((((( IM IN SERIOUS FRUSTRATION RIGHT NOW.. T______T

Reason not to spend my scholarship : I'm not as bright as other students The money may be taken back to the government if i dont perform in my exams Therefore i still got some cash left to pay back. i think it's about rm1000++. Momy might freaking out if she knew i spent it for something unappropriated like new phone cuz i'd already bought a new one last few months, expensive clothes, watches, SHOES .. etc I might run out of cash for lunch, dinner and broadband bills as Dady wont gave me any money after i received my scholarship. =(               i noe these may happened to me in the future. plus i did real bad in my last semester exam  i mean SUPER SUPER bad!!! even though i'm dying for an expensive watch......,  i have to be patient. maybe i need to wait for next semester. huhu i dont have a watch... i've drown my Vincci watch with my skinnies.  well i put it in the pocket. didnt realize that. i never had an expensive watch before.... i only wore cheap ones

 Off to RedBox at Sunway Pyramid been craving for Karaoke-ing since 2 weeks before my finals!  *Iera, Mua, Ena and Alyaa  HAHAHA! yeah baby! this is what i'm talking about! i lost my voice after karaoke-ing! i had fun a lot!! WE had fun! ;) syoknyeeee~~ one of the therapy to let go of life problems and conflicts. besides shopping. hehe    lunch at Papa John. i dunno why i ate a lot.. maybe i dont really eat during my examination week. if u notice, my face SHRINKS. not chubby as before. it's not because of the wacky pic. Alyaa did said so, that my face shrinks. huhu   yeah! baked rice! yummy!! then we add on a Regular BBQ Chicken and Meat Pizza. DELICIOUSSSSSSS!! Oh. Jusco got a huge sale going on.  i bought this red blouse. before discount price, RM119.90 after price, RM36.85!!! WOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO dont really shop much as im going to Bandung for holiday this December. being a shopaholic once again!!!!  will be ACTIVATED this December!! just like

  As you all know, i'd just finished my finals. and i did really BAD. i mean REAL BAD.  i dunno if i can still continue in Dentistry. as for my Oral Biology Module, i dont think that i'm going to pass. while i was answering, there's a lot of things that i dunno! seriously, can u imagine, we have to answer a 400 marks essay paper. and i only wrote a few for particular questions where there's 4 of them in 50 marks. i was about to cry after i left the Examination Room.  it's our first paper so i cant get myself down too soon. i'm my heart, the words that i kept saying is "I'm sorry Mama. I'm sorry.:'(" i did this, i came to Dentistry because of my Mother. she's in Turkey for holiday right now. so she didnt noe how's my exam going on. so move to the next paper which is MCQ. i did bad for that paper either. then,, i'm worried. what am i going to do if im failing? well im surely do. i never had this feeling when i'

cerita ini adalah REKAAN semata mata dan DITOKOK TAMBAH tapi mungkin ada kena mengena dengan sesiapa. hehe ;)  ALKISAH....., Ada seorang gadis serba kekurangan. Dia bukan lah gadis yang sempurna. Kadang kadang dia terpikir jugak. Aku ni takda apa apa yang special ke. At least something? Aku ni takda ke skill? belajar takda la pandai mana. Tak pernah jadi student favourite ke apa. Pastu plak selalu kena marah kat rumah. Dimalukan depan tetamu lah. Padahal benda yang dia buat tu bukannya kesalahan yang amat besar pon. Takda menyusahkan orang pon.  Kadang kadang terasa mereka(orang rumah) buat begitu sebab ada tetamu.  Sengaja nak memalukan dia. Kadang kadang dia terasa juga yang dia lah yang paling terok kat dalam dunia. Agak susah untuk mendapat kasih sayang daripada keluarga sendiri. Perkataan sayang pon tak pernah diungkapkan kepadanya.  Ok lah bagi nick name kat budak ni Yuu laa.hehe.  Kalau apa apa Yuu selalu mengadu kat bestfren dia, Luu. tapi kadang kadang Yuu segan jugak nak

ok, it's not really a big big extraordinary wish like marrying a millionaire, flying to the skies, grabbing stars. stuff like that   few months ago, i was like into this one bag. fall in love with in for the first sight. it costs 50rm i think.  excluded postage i dont really have much money to spent i only got cash to spend for lunch and dinner my wish finally came true after i got my scholarship i tried to seearch for the bag again at www.lushserendipity.blogspot.com and Alhamdulillah the item is still in the house! so i texted Shen, the seller, right away. i cant wait for it to be posted out. the bag had gone a lot of circumstances. first, it was send to my sis's. as it suppose to be. but then the postman asked for my maid's passport copy. apparently she didnt have one. so the postmen took my bag away....huuu =( so i have to get the bag at the HQ thankfully my dad got time to pick it up for me    so this is it!!! i love it! actually i was ordering f

as for celebration for us for receiving JPA scholarship, we decided to makan besar!!!  i've been waiting for this! it had been ages since i ate something pricey last time. but before that, we accompany Lina to buy a new phone. and I'm sending my lappy for reparation. remember about the lemonade spilled incident last time? hehe and yeah, am wearing a birthday present ;) i saw this very cute and unique Nokia phone. cant remember the model. it is a slided, square shape phone!! i've been thinking to buy another for my Maxis number..hehe maybe not now.  *BEFORE* oh meet Lina, Iera and Thirah *AFTER*   *excited*;) nyum nyum nyum!!! dig in everybody! my dish tastes real good! cant remember the name. but there's another dish that tastes even better! Chicken Blue? ?? I'm not sure but it got salami inside the chicken there said it tastes like heaven wanna try that SOON!! XOXO <3

to be continued..... ;)

there's so many times i tried to update my blog. but due to hectic life, i didnt have much time. next week will be my final EXAMINTION. pray for me u guys!!!! Pass is enough for me! later, i'll posted out more stuff to share will people!! a lot actually/ waite UP ok!!! XOXO <3

first, i was super ecstatic that i already received my JPA scholarship!!! hooraaayyyyy! i checked my account in an early morning.  at first only Lina decided to check hers' up and im not cuz i dont really think that it had been tranferred into my account yet. but then there's this medical student, Mir, was like shouting, saying, " wey! duet da masuk ohhh! " and i was like " weyhhhhh tak bole jadi nii!!!!!! " then i used the deposit machine at the Bank Islam and checked my balance. few seconds later, bang! RM5725!! well my previous account was only RM80. haha i noe. how pathetic. so my first spend, i bought a lot of stuff from PC fair at the Stadium Malawati!!! will posted out the pics later in this same post cuz i used my mom's lappy. mine was "sick" again. cause from the lemonade incident i guess. it started to create a lot of probs now. * Oh ok, am uploading the pic now. already used my own lappy. * these are the items