DR ZUFFY ZAFIRAH

NEW YEAR , NEW HOPE , NEW ME . happy new year everybody! Alhamdulillah i've gone through with my current problem smoothly just now. i felt relieved. after all these days, i've been stuck in my own bloody heart i finally felt free . YET. i dunno whether this is temporary or permanent. i hope this is permanent. i wish. >< hoho but the problem is now, i dont think that the old  feelings is totally reversed now . tipu lah kalau cakap dah tak rase pape. i still got that feelings. =S the only strategy for me to get over it so that i can live happily, is.........: 1st, find another man.! 2nd, get engaged! wahahahhahah that is insane. but actually it did works. like what i did before. i met somebody else before when i got my very first major crisis a year ago. and we stay as best buddies until now.  bahahaha! hmmmmm am i going to meet somebody else again? like before?  the one who will recover me from my past? another guy best friend perhaps? guy best frie

im still waiting. still waiting. i still give u chances to speak up. i gave u for a few more days. if there's no respond, get ready for World War 3. and i'm F*****G serious.

off to Chicken Hartz in Sunway Pyramid last night  with my sister's family while Momy and Dady currently in Bandung. yeah it's my treat . i just got my scholarship for this second semester last couple of days. $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ the food was GREAT . but hardly i must say, i dont really have a huge appetite like before. i wonder what is my problem?? hmm i thought i've overcomed everything. =_= Centre of attraction for last night was Alia . My sister's baby girl. she was too hyperactive! yeah still resting. wait till a few minutes later. she's heading to the toy store. she's looking for something that she might like. Barbie or Power Rangers? hahah yesss! Robotsss!! not Barbie??! Ganaz nya budak kecik ni. Macam Aunty dia yang cumel ni. ;) rescued. children make ur mind feel free and relaxed.  each time i went down or frustration, they brightens my day.  haha i wish for my own kids one day. huuu! 2016! The big day, InsyaAllah! N

i am using my friend's touch screen Samsung Marvel . the camera features are so cute! HO HO HO HO~~ Zuffy Clause is on the wayyy~~~ wahaha THE TOASTER HEAD. wahaaha Corpse-looking face. The fish inside the washer machine! hahaha hilariousss!!!  been thinking of getting a new phone. hehe hmm maybe next year.  current choice,  NOKIA X5 the design is so CUTE! XOXO <3

kenape rase terasa sangat ni? ='( tak boleh macam ni Zaf! please dont! u have to be strong ! like before! it's not the end! well it's a lot different situation and feelings than before. i realized i cant ignore all these. like it doesnt effects me at all?! i tried to laugh aloud, get social with my girlfriends to recover myself but i end up getting much much worst. it had been days already. and thankfully my angel calm me up. i kept the  pus within me for quite long and i finally squeezed it out to her. she cant really say anything just cheering me up. but then i'm okey again. -yet the bad emotion started again today. well she left home. so i cant really get anyone else to confront me but her. i'm sorry that i had to post this out it's just that i cant kept it much longer in this empty can. plus i cant go home. Me parents and lil bro were in Bandung now. yeah left me alone in the hostel. i tried to catch up my previous Lectures to

yesterday i went for a trip to a private clinic in Bukit Damansara, Klinik Pergigian Lina. our class has been divided into 4 groups. each'll go to different private clinics. so this is my group.  but the trip is hell BORINGG ~~~ the dentist dont even make sort of an hour spare time for us. She was so busy with her patients so we dont really got much to say and chit chatting while we were there. the dentist is so unprofessional she should save some time for us like the another private clinic did, (Klinik Pergigian Zaid in S.Alam) it seems like we were ambushing her clinic. it's a waste of time actually.  almost 45 minutes journey and only about less than an hour in the clinic. i wish to have my very own clinic in 10 years time  with nice pink and purple wallpapers, glass floor and ceiling.. and SUPERB SERVICE. =))) Amin,, InsyaAllah  XOXO <3

i'm SICK. i'm starve. PALLOR . blank heart.  i'm no longer a bright daisy but gloomy . i'm down, i'm energy-less, i'm crazy, i'm a small piece of tasteless cake ! Goodbye and Thank You. Enjoy the show. T___T XOXO <3

am making a malay post again k. malam semalam ku tak dapat tido langsong. tak ngantok langsong. perut ku jua tak dapat menerima apa apa. banyak kejutan ku dapat. ku menerima tamparan yang cukup besar. mula dari petang hingga ke malam. ada je yang tak kena dari waktu ke waktu. akhirnya ku temui jalan yang tulus. terima kasih kepada 4 rakan ku yang berada di Malaysia dan perantauan. ku mula tahu kebenarannya selama ini dengan hanya satu malam, satu pagi yang hening. ini sememangnya yang ku jangka kan sejak permulaan kali. memang tepat sekali. CUKUP TEPAT . memang salah ku kerana tidak pernah belajar dari kesilapan. namun ku sudah bersedia dengan apa jua yang akan menimpa diriku sejak mula lagi. aku hanya boleh redha dengan ketentuanNya. mungkin ini adalah yang terbaik bagi diriku ada hikmah disebalik apa yang terjadi. mungkin Allah ingin ku lebih memahami erti kehidupan. dengan menguji ku dengan pelbagai dugaan . ku berharap dapat mengawal emosi ku dengan ca

i've been googling about Shisha since last year. after i knew a friend of mine was quite addicted to it. tried to convince that friend that it's not good. even though i don't really get the perfect proof to say that it's a total BAD! but i've been neglected. and he's a heavy smoker and shisha addictor. almost every week he go for shisha i guess. hmm Shisha is 100 times worst compared to cigarette. still, i not really sure which kind. if u're a smoker+Shisha addicter, remind yourselves about ur love ones.  why did ur mother gave birth to u?  why did ur parents gave the best education for u? because THEY LOVE U. i'm saying this because i love u guys. all of u. please do concerned about ur own body! check this out. this can be a good proof that shisha is harmful. http://be-healthy.blogspot.com/2007/03/effects-of-smoking-shisha.html BUT STILL. I DIDNT SAY U CAN SMOKE CIGARETTE INSTEAD OF SHISHA.  BOTH ARE BAD. SMOKES ARE BAD. ;) remem

Hari Asyura was held on 16th Dec 2010 or 10th Muharam. i've been looking forward to fast on this one special day since a few years ago. but i kept skipping and forgetting and skipping. HAHA but not this year. Alhamdulillah this year i fast on Hari Asyura. for the 1st time. yes, i am embarrassed with myself.  FYI, i have this hormone disorder where i got my period in long duration. typical teenagers got their period in average of 7-8 days. but as for me, i usually had it in average of 11-14 days. =_= i hate this. fasting on Hari Asyura is one of my "Wishlists" of my life as a Muslim. besides praying at the Masjidil Aqso in Palestin. =) and yeah. Big meal for that! Zinger, Cheesy wedges and Krusher<3 <3 !!! i noe i gained appetite! like i care??!  -yet i guess i only spend my scholarship for FOOD! seriously, i was full for that whole night. am looking forward for next year's Asyura. =) XOXO<3

1. 3 Names in your inbox cellphone BFF SENIOR EX HIGH SCHOOL CLASSMATE  2. Your main ringtone? BIONIC - CHRISTINA AGUIRELA 3. What U did at 12 last night? CURSING~haha (people ask me to do this n that)arggh! . ^^ 4. Who was the last person U went out with? Where? WITH BFF. TO OLD TOWN JUST NOW. 5. The color of T-shirt you're wearing now?   COLOURFUL MAXI DRESS =D (IT'S A SKIRT ACTUALLY) 6.  The last thing you did? DRIVING. HEE 7. 3 of your everyday favorite items? DEARIE PHONE, LAPPY, CAR KEYS 8. The color of your bedroom BLACK =_= 9. How much money in your wallet now? 20! HAHA 10. Your favourite song? currently, MY RINGTONE! I LOVE PEOPLE CALLED ME! 11. What will you do next weekend? STUDY! STUDY! OH I FORGOT! SHOPPING! HEHE 12. When was the last time U saw Ur Mum? LAST SUNDAY 13. Where is she now? IN THE KITCHEN I GUESS. COOKING? 14. When was the last time you talked to your parents?  THIS MORNING. ASKING FOR MY RESULTS. =_= 15. Who is

i got real bad experience with wasabi a few years back! and yesterday i bought a couple packets of these! how clever! at first, Seaweed popped into my head when i saw the word wasabi.aaahhh i forgot that i hate wasabi!! A few years back, on my first time dine in Sushi King, i took the wasabi sause. i was amazed because of the green color. HAHA i smell it. and my eyes and nose r burning a few seconds later!! smarting ! aaaahhh i should be more concerned about this! such a waste if i just throw the peas away right? so i ate the peas along with my cheese cracker at the same time. haha i noe. WEIRD. i'm not weird. i'm limited edition. =) XOXO <3

OHHHHH.... this is so mouth-watering!!!! i'm on my semester break for only 2 weeks but then i think i got a large appetite NOW! huaaaaaa~~ i didnt eat any large meal tonight!!  i need something to eat!!! =( oh my Allah this really looks good. look at melting cheeseeee~ wuu heavenly deliciousssss! i'm going mad!!! stop me pleaseeeeeeeee XOXO <3

THANK YOU for ur existence in my life thank you for brightens my life thank you for making me felt special for just a few moments thank you for making me smile i appreciate every single moment we had i noe im not good enough but thank you thank you for making me happy . insyaAllah we'll meet again. XOXO <3

 Yesterday, we, Zaty, Thilah n me off to Sogo and Times Square! well i didnt buy anything at Sogo even it's year end sale. Sogo is not really my sense of style. Times Square is.=) we just accompany Thilah, Zaty's lil sister to buy her Bum shoes at Sogo in less price.    on the KTM. thank god we got a seat for almost an hour on the train.  hahah Zaty crossed the road way too early when the traffic light is still Red! gets excited i guess.  well it's Times Square! the best place for Shopaholic! (besides Indonesia;)) ahhhh yes! i met Amnor on may way out from the Musolla! it was hilarious! we was like hugging and she was like choking over coke.(i guess it's coke) never thought that we'll meet here! she's my classmate when i was in foundation last time. it has been almost a few months since we've met last time. oh yessss!!! i LOVE Times Square! i bought this floral maxi skirt which i wanted a long time ago  but cant really find the best ma