get ready for a long post, now !
yeah i wanna talk about boys.
it's because of this.
i felt anxiously wonder when one of my girlfriends suddenly threw this statement.
i dont believe that u would ever have a boyfriend.
it sounds way too harsh is it?
this is the first time i heard from a person.
before this i always get an opposite statement.
but this statement makes me felt like
a low level wilted gloomy ROSE
in a garden full of beautiful fresh high powerful ROses with sharpy thorns.
i dont even care whether i have a boyfriend or not
whether i should have or not
i treat my guy friends, every single person like other people.
like normal people.
the way i talked to them all are in the
plus i am not looking for A BOYFRIEND. i am looking for a future HUSBAND.
(the one who can take cares of me, guide me.
not a immature moron who only knows how to have fun)
get my point?
i dont need a playful relationship
i dont need to flirt with other guys to get the guy i admire.
Allah said ; Setiap hamba Allah telah ditetapkan Jodohnya.
so what's the rush? what's so desperate to find a boyfriend?
well i am thoughtfully grateful that i dont have a boyfriend right now.
thus i wont be easily commit such typical sins hy Satan's harassment
that may crashed my LIFE PRINCIPLE,
sins like spoil Muslim couples kept committing nowadays,
well it's forbidden in Islam
dont u guys get it?
yeah u ppl knew all these stuff
but u guys chose to ignore it.
atas alasan " alah pegang sikit je / tak rapat ponn "
i have my own principle and so far, i dont do those kinda stuff.
sometimes i got fed up
when people told me not to talk to this guy, not to text with this guy,
(the guy who's close to me)
well i noe him more that u guys do.
so it's up to me to do anything i want. no harm to u ppl.
plus, i'm just having a friendship. not a relationship.
so get over it will ya?
stop being overeacting.
at the moment, I only want friendships not a relationship.
all I want is a TRUE NOBEL relationship.
after I found the right person ,
who got the same feeling as I am towards him ,
who devoted himself more towards Allah .....
In the future , insyaAllah.
NOT NOW of course!
I got my full attention and commitment towards Dentistry remember??? *sigh*
stop here for now
got a lot more to express in this entry but i'm afraid i might offended any company.
all i can say, i am happy with the way i live, the way i socialize,
and i dont desperately need a boyfriend like MOST OF THE GIRLS KEPT WINING WANNA HAVE A BOYFRIEND RIGHT AWAY. pfffft chill, babes.