Friday, 31 December 2010

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

NEW YEAR, NEW HOPE, NEW ME.
happy new year everybody!

Alhamdulillah i've gone through with my current problem smoothly just now.

i felt relieved.

after all these days, i've been stuck in my own bloody heart

i finally felt free. YET.

i dunno whether this is temporary or permanent.

i hope this is permanent. i wish. ><


hoho but the problem is now, i dont think that the old feelings is totally reversed now.

tipu lah kalau cakap dah tak rase pape.

i still got that feelings. =S


the only strategy for me to get over it so that i can live happily, is.........:
1st, find another man.!
2nd, get engaged!
wahahahhahah that is insane.



but actually it did works.

like what i did before.

i met somebody else before when i got my very first major crisis a year ago.
and we stay as best buddies until now.  bahahaha!

hmmmmm am i going to meet somebody else again? like before? 
the one who will recover me from my past?
another guy best friend perhaps?
guy best friend can be very protective and easier to talk with. wuuuu haha

frankly i dont really care! hahah!
(hmm ok, i care)





Alhamdulillah all those things that happened to me didnt effect me much.

it seemed like THE CREATOR answers my prayers perfectly.



i want to be the VERY VERY NERDY Zuffy starting from now.

i started to change my study concept lately,

* study group every evening at 6.
* making notes before the next day lectures.
* sleep in class. (no no no! i have to changed!!!!)
my sleepiness in class is getting worst!!!! oh nooo!


nevertheless, i am still a SHOPAHOLIC.

 nothing can stop me.

and my goal from previous years is shifted to this year- AGAIN!,
 I WANT TO BE AS THIN AS TAYLOR SWIFT!
bahahaha



AMIN. may all my wishes come true.




and kawan, kite still kawan kan? Best buddies kan? Ok kan? Thank You!
ada rezki, kite jumpe lagi!
^_^



XOXO <3

lu pikirlah sendiri

im still waiting.

still waiting.

i still give u chances to speak up.

i gave u for a few more days.

if there's no respond,

get ready for World War 3.

and i'm F*****G serious.

Sunday, 26 December 2010

Chicken HArtz and Farmer's Market

off to Chicken Hartz in Sunway Pyramid last night 

with my sister's family while Momy and Dady currently in Bandung.


yeah it's my treat.

i just got my scholarship for this second semester last couple of days.

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$



the food was GREAT.

but hardly i must say, i dont really have a huge appetite like before.

i wonder what is my problem?? hmm

i thought i've overcomed everything. =_=



Centre of attraction for last night was Alia. My sister's baby girl.

she was too hyperactive!

yeah still resting. wait till a few minutes later.

she's heading to the toy store.
she's looking for something that she might like. Barbie or Power Rangers? hahah
yesss! Robotsss!! not Barbie??! Ganaz nya budak kecik ni. Macam Aunty dia yang cumel ni. ;)

rescued.
children make ur mind feel free and relaxed. 

each time i went down or frustration, they brightens my day. 


haha i wish for my own kids one day.

huuu! 2016! The big day, InsyaAllah!


NEXT MORNING, FARMER'S MARKET

went to Farmer's Market in Section 13 Shah Alam for shawls and Syria inners hunting.

it's a great place for shawls hunting as there are a lot or different choices and SUPER CHEAP!!

it's the same shawl, same material, same quality from the other shopping malls.

so i brought some of my dental friends. Hijabies.

Che Munk and Dayah.
Dayah is great Hijabi. Shawls that she wore to class everyday were beautiful but pricey.;)
so this opportunity for shawl hunting is something to be waiting for. =)

it was hot weather but fascinating.

we are back with wonderful stuff.

so everything is worth it.

Lala Bella. Cari tudung untuk Symposium ke?hehe

the not-so-gorgeous shop that we bought Syria inners for half dozen.

GORGEOUS <3 <3
it was so hot and tiring. Take a break.
hope these shopping therapy works to calm me up from certain unappropriate things that i should'nt really bother at the moment.

=)))


XOXO <3

Saturday, 25 December 2010

Wacky pics

i am using my friend's touch screen Samsung Marvel .

the camera features are so cute!



HO HO HO HO~~

Zuffy Clause is on the wayyy~~~ wahaha



THE TOASTER HEAD. wahaaha Corpse-looking face.



The fish inside the washer machine! hahaha

hilariousss!!! 



been thinking of getting a new phone. hehe

hmm maybe next year. 

current choice, 
NOKIA X5
the design is so CUTE!



XOXO <3

Friday, 24 December 2010

Gloomy Daisy Started to Wlit~

kenape rase terasa sangat ni?

='( tak boleh macam ni Zaf!

please dont!

u have to be strong!

like before!

it's not the end!

well it's a lot different situation and feelings than before.



i realized i cant ignore all these.

like it doesnt effects me at all?!

i tried to laugh aloud, get social with my girlfriends to recover myself

but i end up getting much much worst.

it had been days already.

and thankfully my angel calm me up.

i kept the pus within me for quite long and i finally squeezed it out to her.

she cant really say anything

just cheering me up.

but then i'm okey again. -yet



the bad emotion started again today.

well she left home.

so i cant really get anyone else to confront me but her.

i'm sorry that i had to post this out

it's just that i cant kept it much longer in this empty can.

plus i cant go home. Me parents and lil bro were in Bandung now.

yeah left me alone in the hostel.

i tried to catch up my previous Lectures tonight.

i really hope i can focus.


Right now, i just need an answer.

if i dont get one, well.. em em em...

yeah i'll be just fine in a few years time. InsyaAllah. 
but may not at the moment.

nevertheless, I cant hate u. I can only thank you. *smiles* 
~sincerely.




XOXO<3



I'm sorry if there's anyone who get disgust with my post, with my blog. it's just that this is a place where i share my happiness, my sadness, my goods and bad when i cant expressed it to anybody in person. peace. <3 


trip to Private Clinic

yesterday i went for a trip to a private clinic in Bukit Damansara, Klinik Pergigian Lina.

our class has been divided into 4 groups.

each'll go to different private clinics.

so this is my group. 

but the trip is hell BORINGG~~~

the dentist dont even make sort of an hour spare time for us.

She was so busy with her patients

so we dont really got much to say and chit chatting while we were there.

the dentist is so unprofessional

she should save some time for us like the another private clinic did, (Klinik Pergigian Zaid in S.Alam)

it seems like we were ambushing her clinic.

it's a waste of time actually. 

almost 45 minutes journey and only about less than an hour in the clinic.




i wish to have my very own clinic in 10 years time 
with nice pink and purple wallpapers, glass floor and ceiling..
and SUPERB SERVICE.
=)))
Amin,, InsyaAllah 



XOXO <3

Tuesday, 21 December 2010

Gloomy Daisy

i'm SICK. i'm starve. PALLOR. blank heart. 
i'm no longer a bright daisy but gloomy.
i'm down, i'm energy-less, i'm crazy, i'm a small piece of tasteless cake!

Goodbye and Thank You.

Enjoy the show. T___T



XOXO <3

Saturday, 18 December 2010

malam haru biru

am making a malay post again k.



malam semalam ku tak dapat tido langsong.

tak ngantok langsong.

perut ku jua tak dapat menerima apa apa.

banyak kejutan ku dapat.

ku menerima tamparan yang cukup besar.

mula dari petang hingga ke malam.

ada je yang tak kena dari waktu ke waktu.

akhirnya ku temui jalan yang tulus.

terima kasih kepada 4 rakan ku yang berada di Malaysia dan perantauan.

ku mula tahu kebenarannya selama ini dengan hanya satu malam, satu pagi yang hening.

ini sememangnya yang ku jangka kan sejak permulaan kali.

memang tepat sekali. CUKUP TEPAT.

memang salah ku kerana tidak pernah belajar dari kesilapan.

namun ku sudah bersedia dengan apa jua yang akan menimpa diriku sejak mula lagi.

aku hanya boleh redha dengan ketentuanNya.

mungkin ini adalah yang terbaik bagi diriku

ada hikmah disebalik apa yang terjadi.

mungkin Allah ingin ku lebih memahami erti kehidupan.

dengan menguji ku dengan pelbagai dugaan.

ku berharap dapat mengawal emosi ku dengan cara yang bijak.

bukan dengan cara yang tak matang.

ku mengharapkan nya sedar dengan apa yang dimainkan dalam kehidupan nya.

dan cuba berfikiran rasional.



ya Allah kuatkan lah semangat hamba mu ini. berikan lah yang terbaik untuk diriku~
sesungguhnya ku sudah cukup letih menghadapi semua ini.




strike TWO Casanova XL. bon voyage.



XOXO <3

Shisha ( aaaaa bashta!)

i've been googling about Shisha since last year.

after i knew a friend of mine was quite addicted to it.

tried to convince that friend that it's not good.

even though i don't really get the perfect proof to say that it's a total BAD!

but i've been neglected.

and he's a heavy smoker and shisha addictor.

almost every week he go for shisha i guess. hmm



Shisha is 100 times worst compared to cigarette.

still, i not really sure which kind.

if u're a smoker+Shisha addicter, remind yourselves about ur love ones. 

why did ur mother gave birth to u? 

why did ur parents gave the best education for u? because THEY LOVE U.


i'm saying this because i love u guys. all of u.

please do concerned about ur own body!



check this out.
this can be a good proof that shisha is harmful.


BUT STILL. I DIDNT SAY U CAN SMOKE CIGARETTE INSTEAD OF SHISHA. 
BOTH ARE BAD. SMOKES ARE BAD. ;)

remember, A wrong thing is wrong even if everyone else is doing it. A right thing is right even if you are the only person doing it!


XOXO <3

Hari Asyura

Hari Asyura was held on 16th Dec 2010 or 10th Muharam.

i've been looking forward to fast on this one special day since a few years ago.

but i kept skipping and forgetting and skipping. HAHA

but not this year.


Alhamdulillah this year i fast on Hari Asyura.

for the 1st time.

yes, i am embarrassed with myself. 

FYI, i have this hormone disorder where i got my period in long duration.

typical teenagers got their period in average of 7-8 days.

but as for me, i usually had it in average of 11-14 days. =_=

i hate this.




fasting on Hari Asyura is one of my "Wishlists" of my life as a Muslim.

besides praying at the Masjidil Aqso in Palestin. =)



and yeah. Big meal for that!


Zinger, Cheesy wedges and Krusher<3 <3 !!!

i noe i gained appetite! like i care??! -yet

i guess i only spend my scholarship for FOOD!

seriously, i was full for that whole night.



am looking forward for next year's Asyura. =)



XOXO<3

Friday, 17 December 2010

i like doing this

1. 3 Names in your inbox cellphone
BFF
SENIOR
EX HIGH SCHOOL CLASSMATE 


2. Your main ringtone?

BIONIC - CHRISTINA AGUIRELA


3. What U did at 12 last night?

CURSING~haha (people ask me to do this n that)arggh! . ^^


4. Who was the last person U went out with? Where?

WITH BFF. TO OLD TOWN JUST NOW.


5. The color of T-shirt you're wearing now? 

COLOURFUL MAXI DRESS =D (IT'S A SKIRT ACTUALLY)


6. The last thing you did?

DRIVING. HEE


7. 3 of your everyday favorite items?

DEARIE PHONE, LAPPY, CAR KEYS


8. The color of your bedroom

BLACK =_=


9. How much money in your wallet now?

20! HAHA


10. Your favourite song?

currently, MY RINGTONE! I LOVE PEOPLE CALLED ME!


11. What will you do next weekend?

STUDY! STUDY!
OH I FORGOT! SHOPPING! HEHE


12. When was the last time U saw Ur Mum?

LAST SUNDAY


13. Where is she now?

IN THE KITCHEN I GUESS. COOKING?


14. When was the last time you talked to your parents? 

THIS MORNING. ASKING FOR MY RESULTS. =_=


15. Who is the last person that texted U?

BFF


16. Where did U have your dinner last night?  

IN HOSTEL. KFC!


17. The last surprise you got?

JUST NOW. huuu =_=


18. Last thing U borrowed from ur friends?

CASH


19. Who is ur BF/GF or husband/wife

IM SINGLE OK!
BUT OBSERVING SOMEONE. WOW! 


20. What do you feel now?

NOT SO GOOD. =_=


21. Wanna share with who?

YOU!


22. Who knows ur secret?

ONLY ME. N BFF. BUT NOT EVERYTHING I TOLD HER.


23. They keep ur secret?

OF COURSE.


24. Are you angry with someone?

EMMMM  JUST A BIT. 


25. What do you order at McD?

MCCHICKEN. BUT I LOVE QUATER POUNDER. <3


26. The last time you felt so sad?

HAHA LAST COUPLE OF WEEKS


27. What is your wish for tomorrow?

HAPPY LIFE~


28. Who will U tag next?

PEOPLE THAT LOVE ME! muah muah! <3




XOXO <3

Thursday, 16 December 2010

i hate wasabi!

i got real bad experience with wasabi a few years back!

and yesterday i bought a couple packets of these!

how clever!

at first, Seaweed popped into my head when i saw the word wasabi.aaahhh

i forgot that i hate wasabi!!



A few years back, on my first time dine in Sushi King, i took the wasabi sause.

i was amazed because of the green color. HAHA

i smell it.

and my eyes and nose r burning a few seconds later!! smarting!




aaaahhh i should be more concerned about this!

such a waste if i just throw the peas away right?

so i ate the peas along with my cheese cracker

at the same time. haha

i noe. WEIRD.

i'm not weird. i'm limited edition. =)




XOXO <3

Tuesday, 14 December 2010

MUNCH MUNCH


OHHHHH.... this is so mouth-watering!!!!

i'm on my semester break for only 2 weeks but then i think i got a large appetite NOW!

huaaaaaa~~ i didnt eat any large meal tonight!! 

i need something to eat!!! =(




oh my Allah this really looks good.

look at melting cheeseeee~ wuu




heavenly deliciousssss!

i'm going mad!!!


stop me pleaseeeeeeeee



XOXO <3

Sunday, 12 December 2010

THANK YOU TO YOU


THANK YOU for ur existence in my life

thank you for brightens my life

thank you for making me felt special for just a few moments

thank you for making me smile

i appreciate every single moment we had

i noe im not good enough

but thank you thank you for making me happy.

insyaAllah we'll meet again.



XOXO <3

Saturday, 11 December 2010

SOGO - Times Square

 Yesterday, we, Zaty, Thilah n me off to Sogo and Times Square!

well i didnt buy anything at Sogo even it's year end sale.

Sogo is not really my sense of style. Times Square is.=)

we just accompany Thilah, Zaty's lil sister to buy her Bum shoes at Sogo in less price.

 

 on the KTM. thank god we got a seat for almost an hour on the train.

 hahah Zaty crossed the road way too early when the traffic light is still Red!

gets excited i guess. 

well it's Times Square!

the best place for Shopaholic! (besides Indonesia;))

ahhhh yes! i met Amnor on may way out from the Musolla!

it was hilarious!

we was like hugging and she was like choking over coke.(i guess it's coke)

never thought that we'll meet here!

she's my classmate when i was in foundation last time.

it has been almost a few months since we've met last time.



oh yessss!!! i LOVE Times Square!

i bought this floral maxi skirt which i wanted a long time ago 

but cant really find the best material and design before.

i was once almost bought one, when i was in China but the chiffon fabric is a big problem to me.

i need to wear inner for that. i hate inners.

then i bought this knitted vest. love it. =)

then this polka dots baby doll maxi dress.. it's really cheap! 

i got it for only 23rm! =)))

but i only bought 1 cuz i'm afraid that i might dont have the right time wearing it. huu

oh. i also bought this wedge sandals just bcause i'm wearing wrong flats.

the flats that i wore is plastic.

it's killing me!!!!

after i bought the sandals i threw the plastic flats away.

it's ancient anyways. HAHAHAH =D




Times Square is the best shopping place for me.

 oh yeah i gave up my revenge to Times Square as i cant go to Bandung for vacation this 24th!!!!!

i got classes!! and i cant be a skipper!!

so Mama, Papa n lil bro leaving me here, alone, stranded.

ahhh i'm so frustrated for applying this CRUEL COURSE!!

they gave us less holidays. THE DEAN.

i got the BEST Dean i ever had. 
thanX!!!!!




i should give up more revenge now.

oh yeah flea market next week.

hunt for shawls n inner syria. =p



XOXO <3

Thursday, 9 December 2010

something INTERESTING about GUYS *sigh*

i got these from facebook.

read it out. and as for guys especially, U GUYS MUST READ IT.

*THE BOYFRIEND* hehe ;)

Boy: I broke up with her.

His Best Friend: What happened?

Boy: She’s just too much for me.

His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?

Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..

Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..

Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..

Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..

Boy: Well, she..

His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?

Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?

His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.




Think about it, when she’s too much for you.. 
She just wants the best for you. 
Because to her YOU’RE the best. 
If you don’t like something, talk to her about it. 
You meant so much to her. 
Don’t just give up. 
Don’t just leave because you want the easy way out.


ahaha the one that i highlighted is the thought of a guy 
that i hate so much when he lied about something.

everyone want honesty in their relationship right.

so cant we just be HONEST to each other?

that is better anyways.



take note guys. do appreciate what u have. 




XOXO <3

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