Friday, 28 January 2011

i miss 2010.

i knew this would happen.

i knew that i will miss all that.   oh bull!

i miss 2010.

sorry babes. i cant just lie to myself.

i cant obey what u guys tell me to do to forget.

the thing is, I DONT WANT TO. i'm sorry........


THE HYPERBOLA : the phone is still beeping. with no answer. but only ignorance. 

and i dont want this. 
i want to hear the delight voice like before.
can i? (",")




**zaffffff!!! stop talking shaiiittt!




oh wish me luck for my Midsem Exam in 10 days remaining.=) love all!<3

XOXO <3 

Wednesday, 26 January 2011

abandoned?

my sister is pregnant.

and i knew it when i wanted to practice bowling for a rematch later with my friends 

as i scored REALLY GOOD before and asked her to come along.

then my mom said. "eh tak payah ajak KakLong main bowling! beranak jugaklah dia tu nanti."



my mom dont even say even a word to me that she was pregnant for over 3 months already!

yeah i'm already used to be an abandoned child. =_='



all these days, i thought she's just FAT!

never thought that she was pregnant again!

HAHAHA!

the due date is on June insyaAllah.

hope to be a baby girl.=)


XOXO <3

Monday, 24 January 2011

it's my destiny



i had my PPD this morning and as usual, i was fall asleep. haha

but i woke up when the PPD is about to end.=))

and the speaker said something that wakes me up.

YOUR DESTINY IS TO SERVE MANKIND
ACCEPT THE FATE
CLIMBING UP HIGH MADE EASIER.
(sort of)


I was about to cry when i heard that.

yeah i'm doing something that may help other people in the future.

it's not like i dont accept my fate. 

apparently I DO.

well it's just that i dont noe HOW to work hard 
for me to pass my exams with flying colours.



when i heard she said those phrases, it reminds me of my mother, my parents.

i did all this for them.

i want to succeed for them.

my goal is to help others frOm toothache. HAHAHA =P



it freaks me out, thinking about my future in a few years or even months.

can i handle this?

insyaAllah i will.



reminder to future Doctors and Dentists.
you all did this for the sake of everybody.
do not give up.
i wont.
i hope. =p


XOXO <3

Friday, 21 January 2011

F.R.I.E.N.D


Friendship is precious.

i love to make friends.



i was hoping that we will still be friends.

despiting whatever happened between us before.


eventhough we are not as close as we used to be,

i still want us to be friends

is it possible?

it seemed like impossible to u.

i noe u already have somebody else with u. 

someone as replacement over me.


but i still dont wanna break our friendship

that we made since the past half year.



people were saying. 
"When people used to have feelings towards each other before, 
it's difficult for them to be JUST friends"

maybe that's the problem now.

is that true that u dont want to be friends with me anymore?

=_=




right this moment, i am hoping that u wont forget me, man.

i dont want u to just blown me away from your life.


I JUST WANT US TO BE FRIENDS.


yeah. goodluck in ur life, man.



XOXO<3


**yeah i noe u wont be reading my blog anymore. that's why im posting this.

Tuesday, 18 January 2011

GUITAR


yeah. i love guitars.

i've wanted to play one since i was 11.

unfortunately, i cant.

PARENTAL CONTROL.
haha what do u expect.?

but i still want to play one now.

despite the fact that i still dont have the chance to learn.

parental control again.



well i can dream about it.. 

maybe in a few year? i'll get one.

and i need a tutor for sure!

yeah my cousin for sure! =))))


HAHAHAH i totally forgot.

like i have the chance to play and learn within my tight dentistry schedule?
hahahaha


Kay Pink Dreadnought Acoustic Guitar - Click Image to Close
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3
i'm in love with u. always will. HAHAHHA



XOXO<3

I NEED MUSIC. A LOUD ONE..




ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh damn

i need karaoke!
like NOWWWWWWWWW!

craving for karaoke-ingggggggggggggg!

i dunno why i felt like super intense!




....................................................


oh yeah. i noe why. hmmm.

it's ok.

4 and a half years to go. 

InsyaAllah =)


XOXO <3

Saturday, 15 January 2011

new blog song~

Melda Ahmad the singer
very talented one.

she is also the newcomer in the entertainment industry.

started to act in a drama called Gadis Semasa.

tune in every Tuesday at 6 ok! =)



i love her songs.

she was an Indie Solo singer who studied in Uitm at Faculty of Music.



the song, "KIMIA" relaxed me a lot.

cheers me up when i'm upset.

and got flashed back of my past.
when i was once felt really happy in my life.HAHAHA ;)



she also wrote and sing the song "PUTUS"

and yeah. that resembles my past a lot. huuhuu

but it doesnt make me down.

i ENJOYED it a lot =)



i bet she's going to be the next big hit after Yuna and Ana Rafalli.


enjoy guys~~



XOXO <3

Wednesday, 12 January 2011

results. Finally.

yeah i got my results this morning.

but only for our BMS module.

i bet tomorrow's going to be the Oral Biology Module.

andddddd..................

no comment.

i'm not crying.

i wont cry anymore.

it's ok.

i tried my best

maybe it's not good enough

i dont wanna say how much i get

i want to keep it secret.

i still have 1 last chance for this semester

if i screwed up, 

GOODBYE DENTISTRY

i'm sorry Mama Papa

i'm not gifted. i'm not bright.



i dont want to fail for my pro exam.

BUT if i do, i'll say,,,,

HELLO FASHION DESIGN


yeah i've made my mind

i want to leave science FOREVER

BUT ONLY IF I FAIL MY PRO.

i really hope that i'm not.




but i have to had another plan right?

so Fashion Design is my next choice.

will be joining my cousin, Qissy whose taking Fine Metal Art in Faculty of Art and Design.




I'M SORRY MAMA IF I'M LETTING U DOWN.
i noe that i always make u worried.
INSYAALLAH I'LL DO BETTER.



I'M DIFFERENT NOW.
I STARTED TO WORK REAL HARD FROM THE BEGINNING OF THE SEMESTER.

IT'S A NEW YEAR GOAL.
TO COMPLETED MY 1ST YEAR AS DENTAL STUDENT.
nevertheless, I STILL WANNA BE A DENTIST.
FABULOUS ONE.=)

PRAY FOR ME U GUYS!!



XOXO <3

Tuesday, 11 January 2011

OLD BLOSSOM BOX and REUNION GROUP F ASASI SAINS

 last week i had SO SO SO much fun on the weekends.

First, i finally granted my own wish, which is shopping at the OLD BLOSSOM BOX STORE.

i've been wanted to go there since the boutique opened for the first time!

but i dont really have much money to spend though.

Preloved Sales of OBB is SUPERB.

and i skipped my PBSM registration that morning. ;)

thanks girls for backing me up.

nanti i belanje k? ^_^



i bought a lot of stuff at OBB.

actually just 4.

later i'll posted our the pics k.



the owner of OBB is Jezmine Zaidan, the hijabi fashion designer that i adore so much

 and the one we enhanced me more to be a passionate fashion designer.

apparently now, i'm taking dentistry.HAHA


yeah i met Shea. Jezmine's partner of the Preloved Sales.

she is sooO sweet and friendly.

what i knew, she knows Jezmine through blog. i guess.

cuz Shea used to be a regular customer of her when OBB is still a blog.


yeah that Yanny and her friend.

Yanny is very soft spoken.

what i noe about her, she used to study in Japan.

and contacted Jezmine through blog either.

oh FASHIONISTAS!

from left, Cha's boyfriend Amirul, Cha, me and Pinky
 yeah i recommended to them about the Preloved Sales cuz i noe that they would have love the fashion style of OBB. 


took a picture before left the building.

apparently i dont really felt satisfied!!!!

i want MORE!!!!! hahahah


my bad for being late on that day. 

we planned to go at 11.30.

but we arrived at 12.30

HAHA I forgot to get my sister's car fully fueled.

well i borrowed her car cuz my Kelly was "sick". (my kelisa)

yeah i would do anything to get there ok! =)))


Jezmine was busy on the counter.

what a surprised! i met Wani my primary school exclassmate!

never though that we'll be meeting here! =)))

before we left, chat with her for a few sec.

she's so petite! and i look like a GIANT!

damn, we're starving
we off to Shah Alam Mall for food.

we dig in at Old Town. 

and as for me, Hor Fun of coz.=)


i was really exhausted but ecstatic on that day.

i hope there will be more Preloved Sales at OBB!

cant waite!!!




next day, THE REUNION.

i was so happy that my friends from UKM and UM is coming to town!!!

Amnor Ihsan Amira Efa Ismail Bidah !!!

so we decided to make a reunion.

unfortunately, it's only half of the class.

i bet the MORE THE MERRIER!

CONFIRMED!

so we just hang out around Shah Alam.

90% of us are Medical and Dental students

we have a lot of stuff to do like PBL presentation report, Oral Biology presentation report.

i dont wanna miss the reunion so i finished my report on that morning.

yeah what's left is only the Introduction =)

yeah i will do anything for Group F!


this is Bidah! she's from UM taking Dentist
i miss her so much!
Future Dentists InsyaAllah!!

oh that's Mimi's phone! u noe that i love that phone a lot!

so adorable!!!!

we hang out at NOodle's Station.

i recommended a lot of food cuz i went here very frequent remember? HAHA
HAPPY FAMLY.
would be much more chaos if our mates from USM are here. ;)

i wish the time to be a lil bit longer.huuu

off to the Mega Lanes SuperBowl

however, Some of us aint joining. they left home.

i guess they got tons of report to be settled? HAHAHA

FIRST HALF!!!!!
look at meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

i played SUPERB PROFESSIONAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i want to try out for OLYMPICS! FOR SURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =))))

HAHAHAH yeah. on that very end, i tried to score as much as i can.

but i can only get 5 pins. hahha at least i scored something right? =)

next time i'll be much much better!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


we went to Section 2, hot place for Uitm Students for ABC, goreng pisang and Satay.

thanks Omar for treating us Satay! deliciousssssssss.



i had SO SO much fun on last weekend.

next reunion, i hope there will be more rakyat Group F!

from all over Msia and around the world! hahah

plan for next reunion,

PICNIC, MORE BOWLING, EXPLORACE? haha

i love u guysssssssssssss!!!!



XOXO <3

Thursday, 6 January 2011

PINK is universal


i like someone daring.

guys in pink is the real person

they dont even think about what other people say about them.



why am i talk about pink guys anyways??

because i met this medical student with pink shirt at the cafe a couple of days ago.

no need to mention his name yeah.~ ;)

we get our eyes locked towards each other. hahaha!

but i immediately turned away my view.

*blushing lahhhh* nanti kantoi pulakkk. <3



yeah i met him before.

while i was in Foundation. 

just wanna say that i attracted to him for now.

he's genius, intelligent, GENTLEMAN, and loves PINK!!!!!

but i not looking forward to any guys or any love relationship at the moment.

whatever it is, i'm just having fun.

i had traumatism towards guys at the moment. (?) arghhh 

Everytime when my girlfriends was saying "OMG that guy is so hot!"
and i was like "hot?? muka player ade ah. grrrr"
and i dont just say that once. i said many times. hehe



nevertheless this guy is not a player(casanova) for sure. i noe that.

hahahaha

damn it. i hate players so much!!




hopefully we'll get our eyes locked up again PINK GUY!!! hehehehe

mood : flirty for fun. =)

Alhamdulillah. My life is back to normal. 
THE CREATOR answers my prayers.
i'm happy. =)




XOXO <3

Tuesday, 4 January 2011

Uitm Dental Symposium

attending an event just now.

it's a special event for Oral presentation for our final year seniors .

and we'll be experiencing that soon.

 i woke up at 6. =_= too early. haha

am wearing a white shirt. Boring~~~

we supposed to be a committee but we act like caterers. HARDWORKING CATERERS.  


but during our free time..., we're just entertain ourselves. hahah
hahaha day dreaming at the Teeth checking booth.
me, The Grave's Disease patient. Look at the eyes. HAHAHA

we may look like this soon, teaching the kindergarden kids during our houseman-ship. 

hahaha Arip smart kot harini!
time ni kitorang Baek lagi. waittt~~

Fighttttttttttttttttttt!!! hahahhaha
hahahahahahha i cant stand looking at Iera's facial expression!!!!
so hilarioussssssssssss!!!! =D
sorry Iera. hhehehe

from left, RAZIL, AINI, BELLA, ENA, ME, IERA, AIN, and LINA
below, CHRO and ARIP

the Sponsorship Commitee. aka Ajk Makanan aka CATERER!! blahhhh!
oh pleaseeeeeeeeeee! who worked with our ass off ok!
tak masal je! Caterer tak buat keje!! bajet kitorang pulak buatttt! =E

with Iera. tagline ku tak ley tinggal k. hehe

with Tun. k this one is hideoussssssss


i was exhausted like crazy. But i had fun. really great experience.

we got problems with the caterer. arggghhhh 

seriously i thought my job was easy. 

apperently it was GREAT! SUPERB! -not!


i was messy, dirty, smelly. ok ew.

haha there's this one moment where one of the workers spill the Soy sauce onto my pants! damn!
she spilled a lot ok! 
i forgive her. =)




actually make myself busy is fun.

hours by hours, i started to leave my past more and more and EVEN MOREEE!

YEAHH~ i dont really care even a shit about my past.

i'm bored already.



however, 
next time i dont ever want to be a committee that related to food and catering for sureeeeeeeeee!!!
i had it enoughhhhhhhhh!
hehe
PEACE.



XOXO <3

THE PAST


Leave the past. Stay with present and Get ready for the future.


i cant let myself too overjoy this year.

i might end up crying sooner or later.

just like what the old folks said,

"jangan seronok sangat. nanti menangis."



2010 is the year that i cried a lot.

i mean like super super major lots of tears.

a lot of crisis, conflicts, dilemmas.

but Alhamdulillah i overcomed all those negative stuff away.



i started a little bit slow.

and now i became more proactive, passionate.



i gained relationships with people around me.

and i've been too overjoyed

and i lost them one by one

well not literally

mentally lost. haha (?)



yeah i got some dilemmas, emotional abuse in the end of 2010

insyaAllah i'll calm myself up in 2011.

and i'm OK. InsyaAllah

i can finally accept my fate.

eventhough i blamed the fate(past) for what had happened to me (astrghfirullahalazim)

i became more stronger. no matter what people did to me,
 I'M A FIGHTER!



Go Zuffy! 

New spirit! =))

Create the best future u've ever made!



XOXO <3

Sunday, 2 January 2011

sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeetttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt

i still cant get over it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

huuuuu ='(

is it deeply affects me??

the feelings cant be that deep!

nooooooooooooo!

i never felt like this before!!!!

helppppppppppppppppppppp!!

Pinky!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, 1 January 2011

LOVE BASED ON GOOD LOOKS WILL NEVER LAST LONG.

Things would end up like this.
The guy is talking to another woman while spending time with his girlfriend. haha
(just assuming that is the situation ok?)

When the guy found another gorgeous fox, he started to left the girlfriend behind.
and that would lead to curiosity of the girlfriend towards the guy.

this type of guy that found love based on good looks may be unfaithful.
 be careful babes!

and take note cupids. wahaha

GOOD LOOKS ARE TEMPERORY BUT
GREAT PERSONALITY AND NOBLE-HEART ARE ETERNITY.;)



hahaha bajet tau sgt. ^_^
im just expressing other people's thought. =)



XOXO <3

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