what's wrong with me???

while i was at the chemistry lab, i felt sad n weird so suddenly..
there's this weird feeling where i felt so lonely n unhappy..
i juz dont noe why is it popped into my heart.
im afraid that something's not so good is goin to happen to me in the future..
oh my.. i hope my life is goin to be just fine..
well i love seeing ppl happy
but kept ignoring n never considering my own happiness??
hahaha.
nvr thought of that.
now i realised tht i kept doin it..
hw is it my future's goin to be..huuuuuu~

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