DR ZUFFY ZAFIRAH

i knew this would happen. i knew that i will miss all that.   oh bull! i miss 2010. sorry babes. i cant just lie to myself. i cant obey what u guys tell me to do to forget . the thing is, I DONT WANT TO. i'm   sorry........ THE HYPERBOLA : the phone is still beeping. with no answer. but only ignorance.  and i dont want this.  i want to hear the delight voice like before. can i? (",") **zaffffff!!! stop talking shaiiittt! oh wish me luck for my Midsem Exam in 10 days remaining.=) love all!<3 XOXO <3 

my sister is pregnant. and i knew it when i wanted to practice bowling for a rematch later with my friends  as i scored REALLY GOOD before and asked her to come along. then my mom said. "eh tak payah ajak KakLong main bowling! beranak jugaklah dia tu nanti." my mom dont even say even a word to me that she was pregnant for over 3 months already! yeah i'm already used to be an abandoned child. =_=' all these days, i thought she's just FAT ! never thought that she was pregnant again! HAHAHA! the due date is on June insyaAllah. hope to be a baby girl.=) XOXO <3

i had my PPD this morning and as usual, i was fall asleep. haha but i woke up when the PPD is about to end.=)) and the speaker said something that wakes me up. YOUR DESTINY IS TO SERVE MANKIND ACCEPT THE FATE CLIMBING UP HIGH MADE EASIER. (sort of) I was about to cry when i heard that. yeah i'm doing something that may help other people in the future. it's not like i dont accept my fate.  apparently I DO. well it's just that i dont noe HOW to work hard  for me to pass my exams with flying colours. when i heard she said those phrases, it reminds me of my mother, my parents. i did all this for them. i want to succeed for them. my goal is to help others frOm toothache . HAHAHA =P it freaks me out, thinking about my future in a few years or even months. can i handle this? insyaAllah i will. reminder to future Doctors and Dentists. you all did this for the sake of everybody. do not give up. i wont. i hope. =p XOXO <3

Friendship is precious. i love to make friends. i was hoping that we will still be friends. despiting whatever happened between us before. eventhough we are not as close as we used to be, i still want us to be friends is it possible? it seemed like impossible to u. i noe u already have somebody else with u.  someone as replacement over me. but i still dont wanna break our friendship that we made since the past half year. people were saying.  "When people used to have feelings towards each other before,  it's difficult for them to be JUST friends" maybe that's the problem now. is that true that u dont want to be friends with me anymore? =_= right this moment, i am hoping that u wont forget me, man. i dont want u to just blown me away from your life. I JUST WANT US TO BE FRIENDS. yeah. goodluck in ur life, man. XOXO<3 **yeah i noe u wont be reading my blog anymore. that's why im posting this.

yeah. i love guitars. i've wanted to play one since i was 11. unfortunately, i cant. PARENTAL CONTROL. haha what do u expect.? but i still want to play one now. despite the fact that i still dont have the chance to learn. parental control again. well i can dream about it..  maybe in a few year? i'll get one. and i need a tutor for sure! yeah my cousin for sure! =)))) HAHAHAH i totally forgot. like i have the chance to play and learn within my tight dentistry schedule? hahahaha <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 i'm in love with u. always will. HAHAHHA XOXO<3

ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh damn i need karaoke! like NOWWWWWWWWW! craving for karaoke-ingggggggggggggg! i dunno why i felt like super intense! .................................................... oh yeah. i noe why. hmmm. it's ok. 4 and a half years to go.  InsyaAllah =) XOXO <3

Melda Ahmad the singer very talented one. she is also the newcomer in the entertainment industry. started to act in a drama called Gadis Semasa. tune in every Tuesday at 6 ok! =) i love her songs. she was an Indie Solo singer who studied in Uitm at Faculty of Music. the song, "KIMIA" relaxed me a lot. cheers me up when i'm upset. and got flashed back of my past. when i was once felt really happy in my life.HAHAHA ;) she also wrote and sing the song "PUTUS" and yeah. that resembles my past a lot. huuhuu but it doesnt make me down. i ENJOYED it a lot =) i bet she's going to be the next big hit after Yuna and Ana Rafalli. enjoy guys~~ XOXO <3

yeah i got my results this morning. but only for our BMS module. i bet tomorrow's going to be the Oral Biology Module. andddddd.................. no comment. i'm not crying. i wont cry anymore. it's ok. i tried my best maybe it's not good enough i dont wanna say how much i get i want to keep it secret. i still have 1 last chance for this semester if i screwed up,  GOODBYE DENTISTRY i'm sorry Mama Papa i'm not gifted. i'm not bright. i dont want to fail for my pro exam. BUT if i do, i'll say,,,, HELLO FASHION DESIGN yeah i've made my mind i want to leave science FOREVER BUT ONLY IF I FAIL MY PRO. i really hope that i'm not. but i have to had another plan right? so Fashion Design is my next choice. will be joining my cousin, Qissy whose taking Fine Metal Art in Faculty of Art and Design. I'M SORRY MAMA IF I'M LETTING U DOWN. i noe that i always make u worried. INSYAALLAH I'LL DO BETTER. I'M...

 last week i had SO SO SO much fun on the weekends. First, i finally granted my own wish, which is shopping at the OLD BLOSSOM BOX STORE. i've been wanted to go there since the boutique opened for the first time! but i dont really have much money to spend though. Preloved Sales of OBB is SUPERB. and i skipped my PBSM registration that morning. ;) thanks girls for backing me up. nanti i belanje k? ^_^ i bought a lot of stuff at OBB. actually just 4. later i'll posted our the pics k. the owner of OBB is Jezmine Zaidan, the hijabi fashion designer that i adore so much  and the one we enhanced me more to be a passionate fashion designer. apparently now, i'm taking dentistry.HAHA yeah i met Shea. Jezmine's partner of the Preloved Sales. she is sooO sweet and friendly. what i knew, she knows Jezmine through blog. i guess. cuz Shea used to be a regular customer of her when OBB is still a blog. yeah that Yanny and her friend. Yanny is very soft...

i like someone daring. guys in pink is the real person they dont even think about what other people say about them. why am i talk about pink guys anyways?? because i met this medical student with pink shirt at the cafe a couple of days ago. no need to mention his name yeah.~ ;) we get our eyes locked towards each other. hahaha! but i immediately turned away my view. *blushing lahhhh* nanti kantoi pulakkk. <3 yeah i met him before. while i was in Foundation.  just wanna say that i attracted to him for now. he's genius, intelligent, GENTLEMAN, and loves PINK!!!!! but i not looking forward to any guys or any love relationship at the moment. whatever it is, i'm just having fun. i had traumatism towards guys at the moment. (?) arghhh  Everytime when my girlfriends was saying " OMG that guy is so hot !" and i was like " hot?? muka player ade ah. grrrr " and i dont just say that once. i said many times. hehe nevertheless this guy is not ...

attending an event just now. it's a special event for Oral presentation for our final year seniors . and we'll be experiencing that soon.  i woke up at 6. =_= too early. haha am wearing a white shirt. Boring~~~ we supposed to be a committee but we act like caterers. HARDWORKING CATERERS.   but during our free time..., we're just entertain ourselves. hahah hahaha day dreaming at the Teeth checking booth. me, The Grave's Disease patient. Look at the eyes. HAHAHA we may look like this soon, teaching the kindergarden kids during our houseman-ship.  hahaha Arip smart kot harini! time ni kitorang Baek lagi. waittt~~ Fighttttttttttttttttttt!!! hahahhaha hahahahahahha i cant stand looking at Iera's facial expression!!!! so hilarioussssssssssss!!!! =D sorry Iera. hhehehe from left, RAZIL, AINI, BELLA, ENA, ME, IERA, AIN, and LINA below, CHRO and ARIP the Sponsorship Commitee. aka Ajk Makanan aka CATERER!! blahhhh! oh...

Leave the past. Stay with present and Get ready for the future. i cant let myself too overjoy this year. i might end up crying sooner or later. just like what the old folks said, " jangan seronok sangat. nanti menangis." 2010 is the year that i cried a lot. i mean like super super major lots of tears. a lot of crisis, conflicts, dilemmas. but Alhamdulillah i overcomed all those negative stuff away. i started a little bit slow. and now i became more proactive, passionate. i gained relationships with people around me. and i've been too overjoyed and i lost them one by one well not literally mentally lost. haha (?) yeah i got some dilemmas, emotional abuse in the end of 2010 insyaAllah i'll calm myself up in 2011. and i'm OK. InsyaAllah i can finally accept my fate. eventhough i blamed the fate(past) for what had happened to me (astrghfirullahalazim) i became more stronger. no matter what people did to me,   I'M A FIGHTER! Go Zuf...

sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeetttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt i still cant get over it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! huuuuu ='( is it deeply affects me?? the feelings cant be that deep! nooooooooooooo! i never felt like this before!!!! helppppppppppppppppppppp!! Pinky!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOVE BASED ON GOOD LOOKS WILL NEVER LAST LONG. Things would end up like this . The guy is talking to another woman while spending time with his girlfriend. haha ( just assuming that is the situation ok ?) When the guy found another gorgeous fox , he started to left the girlfriend behind. and that would lead to curiosity of the girlfriend towards the guy. this type of guy that found love based on good looks may be unfaithful.  be careful babes! and take note cupids. wahaha GOOD LOOKS ARE TEMPERORY BUT GREAT PERSONALITY AND NOBLE-HEART ARE ETERNITY.;) hahaha bajet tau sgt. ^_^ im just expressing other people's thought. =) XOXO <3